Wednesday 30 September 2009

Skewed thought

Can you tell me one thing that i love when u are not around?

Answer is NO-THING

Tuesday 29 September 2009

Just like that

As I see across the misted glass
The rain drops
Pouring on it
And slipping away
In that lousy time
I stare at the wet street
Back in my mind
Your thoughts are pouring
But not slipping away…

Monday 28 September 2009

Me

I am my known complication
I am my own solution
I am my biggest challenge
I am my best competition
I am my self motivation
I am my sensible judge
I am understood weakness
I am my only solace
I am my almighty
I am just ME…

Thursday 24 September 2009

Wots this?

U
And me
No more together
My world is falling apart
Words spilling out of my head
Life lost control and emotions are vapours
Heart is empty, world is upside down, spinning mind
Running feet to an unknown destination in a circle of nowhere
Save me, I hate myself, I hate that you do not need me any more
I am a ship lost in the ocean of loneliness, sailing far far away
You know my world is nothing but your love so invaluable
But you walk away, don’t turn back to see my tears
M still waiting there with my broken heart
Hoping our paths cross someday
My love is unstoppable
Me is
U…

Tuesday 22 September 2009

Where

There was a time
When I would look at the sky
And thank god for the serenity he bestowed
Now all I see is dreadful loneliness
Creeping within me
And swallowing my happiness
Past is nothing but a pile of doomed hopes,
The dust of surrendered dreams silenced forever
Insecurity etching its story
In the stoned pages of hatred filled days
My aura has lost the glory
Now I can only give back pain
Sarcasm has become my expression
Loathing the world my honest duty
In all the ways life forced on me
Where is the chastity of my innocence lost?

Monday 21 September 2009

Miss you

Soft drizzle
Fragranced soil
Unsaid poem
Incomplete feelings
Wet trees
Still breeze
Unheard melody
Mysterious love

Another way
Just to say
Another day
I miss you…

Sunday 20 September 2009

Dead

Don’t look into my panic shadowed eyes
Hands covered with your thick blood
I could hear the last words as I pierced the knife
Your throat slit n your lips tremble while u call my name
I sit by your side waiting for your last breath to arrive
I have laid the rules n death walks in my stride
Feel of victory conquers the fear of my meagre heart
Your dripping tears no longer hurt my guilt conscience
In this moment I have set myself free
My face covered with glorious smiles
This darkness does not scare me
As the night flows under my control
My soul knows no hurt as your name stands erased
For today this heart of mine is gonna live again
As you lie dead in the hands of my thoughts…

Friday 18 September 2009

Angel

Come to me
I will protect you from the sins
Curl up
My wings of goodness will hide you from the evil
Hold me
The demons of reality will burn in hell
Take my hand
As I promise you love for eternity
In my eyes
Drown into the mystery of the depth of my feelings
Don’t be scared
Will fly away from the garbage called world
Trust me
Let insecurity now suffer solitude
Walk with me
I have laid the roses for you
Let me be your savior
The end of anathema is here
Please do me this favor sugar
Allow me to be your raging angel…

Wednesday 16 September 2009

SIGH!!

Dil ki khayi mein reh gaye apke nishan
Dab gaye yaadein halaat ke saaye mein
Waqt ke zanjeeron mein bandhi hain ummidein
Aur ye dooriyan na jaane humein le jaayengi kahaan...

Tuesday 15 September 2009

Skewed thoughts

I am so dumb, that any idiot can fool me with wise tricks…

I have lost my love and found myself…